It used to be love.....

This was written about 2 years ago, after the demise of the relationship with me and him...

Sitting,

Thinking about me and you

And all the little things

That we used to do

I can’t believe that you’re not here

I’m crying

Because I realize I need you here

You’re every breath that I take

You’re every step I make

Without you I can’t go on

So now I’m down on my knees

Crying for you to please, come home

I’m not sure where things went wrong

And I don’t know how to make it right

I can’t sleep, I can’t eat

I miss you lying next to me at night

You were my everything

My water, my earth, my sunshine

The idea that you may never again be mine

Keeps me in tears every night

We shared everything

I couldn’t feel your heartbeat

Without feeling mine

They were the same beat

The same rhythm

You kept me sane

You helped me become a better person

I pray that everything we had was not in vain

I’ve had my last cry

But I’ll never stop my prayers

Nothing in this world matters to me

I’m nothing without you being here

But you’ve made your choice

And I have to live with it

If you want to call this living

I’m in a fantasy world

Completely void of reality

Dwelling in the past

Remembering you here

Wearing your t-shirt

Laying on your side of the bed

Listening to our songs

and praying for your return

my castle in the sand

has been washed away by the tide

it used to be love

but it’s over now.