Crush Groove

Every time I see your name
on my caller ID, I smile
When I think of you
I straight up blush..
Like a schoolgirl
I thought I was too old for a crush
But you proved me wrong
Every time I see you
I can't help but to countdown the moments
until the next time I'll see you again
See you,
you are my type
I don't fall for too many guys
But you are the prototype
When I try to make a list
of everything I want in a man
I quickly stop
and paste your picture on the paper instead
At night when I lay in bed
I wish you were there with me
But I'll settle for you being the last
person I talk to before i shut my eyes
but when i close my eyes
all i can see is you
in my dreams
in my mind
I toss and turn all night
Thinking about you
Sleepless nights, but I don't mind
I feel like I'm going crazy
Like i've completely lost my mind
It's not supposed to be this hard...
I get jealous when you mention
another woman's name
I wanna tell you how i feel
but what i you don't feel the same?
So I'm afraid
The thought of rejection
from you
I couldn't even take it
You got me so gone
That I changed my relationship status on FB
to "Its' Complicated"
It's complex
See I'm not yours
and you're not mine
I wish you could see
That I'm sitting here waiting
I'm ready for love and the idea
of you and me
But as long as you continue
To only think o me as your homie
Then I'll continue to sit in my house at night
And be lonely
and hoping
and wishing
and praying
that one day you'll make that move
Until then I'll just continue to write about this crush groove...